what I'm feeling right now is best encapsuled in some lines from "cloud on my tounge" by tori amos. you're already in there. I'll be wearing your tatoo. you're already in there. thought I was over the bridge now. I'm already in circles and circles and circles again, the girl's in circles and circles. got to stop spinning.

I'm excited that paul's in cambridge. I just read his blog. I should email him but I haven't got any energy to do so tonight...we have a 24 hour break starting at 1 tomorrow, so I will email him then. now I'm going to sleep.